slightly jealous that the brother is off to portugal for a week with his friend and family... rather sad also. the house is officially all mine... as the other brother and his girlfriend is down in devon staying with the sister. mum will be at work everyday and off exploring the night away no doubt. plenty of fantasy parties for myself and my cat to attend to, and dress up for ofcourse.
the boyfriend is finally home, and i was really upset and nervous to see him, as i didn't quite know how i felt. but he was being really nice and it made me feel even weirder. why couldn't he be like that before, when we were apart? anyway, we'll see how that one goes.