i was fairly annoyed that i couldn't visit yesterday.
my sister who is staying with us again, has been working with us, mother and i, well at the same time, (all doing different things) and she was asked to work the night shift last night, and she begged me to join her... eventhough i had already worked 5 hours that day, the thought of 8 hours was daunting. but knowing it was paid 'time and a half' i jumped! so i've completely wasted my day being asleep. dreaming of fairytales.
those feelings i had have been away from me today, being completely busy helped so much.
although some things are made worse when you interrupt the silence. sometimes it does help to be strong and leave things be. i will next time.