so today. a new day full of different feelings. different emotion. something strange. good strange or bad strange i am not too sure of. perhaps in the middle strange.
something old has gone forever and i cannot wish anymore for it to come back. because i know it will never happen. and it crushes my heart when i think.
please. anyway. this was wednesday. smiles.
and tilly~rose again. no more for a while i promise, but doesn't she look darling? like a little piglet. cute.
...and i will think nothing else forever. and possibly ever.
yesterday evening, i felt rather much like this...
... however. today i felt a little more like this. so everything looks like it is getting better. charlotte will be back soon. and she will attend with smiles and love. a different kind of love.
it is all ok now. i have tilly~rose and pig to keep my secrets and worries. they can make me smile and light. they won't give me big hugs. but they will give me teeny tiny furry snuggles. which right now i can almost indefinitely accept.