Saturday

grey days and sore eyes

she was afraid it would all fade away. if she closes her eyes it would all disappear. that it might find it's way out. that it would escape her memories. she was worried that if her eyes pour tears of sadness that her heart might break. if her heart would break, would her memories die forever?
would they escape for good? would they ever come back? will she forget?
she must not cry. she must stay strong,
for her mother will need her to lean upon.one whole year has passed, yet it still feels completely strange. i have never yearned for home so much in my life. i miss her. i wish for tea cakes and rock cakes with tea.i will post and comment soon. i promise.

40 comments:

  1. sending much love and fairy dust thoughts in your direction.

    thank you for the beautiful card

    xoxox

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  2. Lovely photos, as usual.
    I'm fond of your blog, I already told you so ^^

    Take care!

    mwah*

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  3. beautiful words.

    much love,
    erin meagan.

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  4. oh so expressively put, your heart is so sweet -i hope it finds sunshine soon!

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  5. be strong

    much love to you!

    xxx

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  6. oh, dove! i am so sad for you. you are beautiful!

    *sending many many hugs and cups of comfort tea your way.

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  7. What a beautiful but sad post! Keep your chin up sweetie!

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  8. Aw, sorry to hear you so sad =(
    It's terrible to be homesick. Lots of hugs and cupcakes...xx

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  9. if i was there i would put my hand on your shoulder.

    saying it here is the most i can do.

    x.

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  10. Bonjour !
    first time i come across your blog, so im gonan visit it now :)
    well if you wanna be inspired by my collage or just dream, come and visit my blog :)
    a bientot!
    Boubouteatime xx

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  11. my grandmother meant a lot to me too, I'm sorry to hear you are sad, but its nice to know they always watch us, or at least I like to think so

    warm wishes and thoughts x

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  12. ow. hugs.
    just wanted to let you know i was inspired by you and posted some tea shots on my blog yesterday!!
    feel better
    xx

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  13. I'm not sure what this all came from. But I wish you well. In my opinion, the important things will remain. Any memorie, even if from the youngest age, if it has meaning it will stay with someone forever. Don't be afraid :)

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  14. *oh dearie,lots of hugs!* i know, a twinge of sadness will always remain, but don't worry, the happy memories will always be stronger. always.

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  15. hang in there, huns! :) memories will always remain! and it's okay to let it all out through tears, 'cos it gives us relief after crying it all out. :) so it's no harm crying.

    have a brighter day ahead :)

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  16. Wishing you happy memories and hugs. I know how you feel.

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  17. lovely words, hope you're ok xxx
    i like the new header btw <3

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  18. dear girl. i so understand. i worry i am too old to miss my family so much but when i am away i long to be with them. i think of home and christmases and the woodstove and of dinners eating all together and laughter and i feel sad. it makes me think i will never go too far from them again. and maybe you will not either, after this little time away has passed. you can set up a teensy cottage down the road from your lovely mother's and go there for tea in the middle of the day! oh i hope you feel happier soon, sweet one!
    xx
    chloe

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  19. Sweetie, are you okay? Memories never die. It will remain somewhere in your heart forever. Touch your heart and feel it honey. It's okay to pour down your tear beads, it may make you feel better. Please be strong.

    xReneex

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  20. your words in this post are beautiful. i hope you're okay, memories will never fade if you write them down like this. Chin up! xxx

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  21. This makes me so sad. My heart goes out to you. Stay strong! :)

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  22. Sending you my thoughts and best wishes. Time is the best healer of all.

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  23. My heart goes out to you. Your beautiful words capture a soul wounded but strong.
    Sending positive karma your way.

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  24. Tea and tea cakes, there's nothing like home - cheer up it'll get better. :)

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  25. what you say is beautiful.i'm thinking of you!
    love
    xx

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  26. This really moved me to tears - I'm so sorry for whatever hurt it comes from, however or even whether that helps. But your blog is so full of beautiful things - your life seems to have so much goodness in it too, my darling. All of my love, sparkles, and crumbs. xx

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  27. Your blog is so beautiful, I really admire your photography.
    <3

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  28. dearest sweethearted lottie, hugs and sweetness and sparkles and smiles.
    loosing loved ones heatrache is the worst kind.
    your new header is adorable and precious <3

    hugs and sparkles moon best friend
    x x x

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  29. this is such a sweet post. really heart touching.

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  30. lovely little blog.

    visit mine!

    i can guarantee inspirations.

    HEARTS. xoxo

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  31. I've been browsing blogs and yours is lovely! So pretty and delicate... I am also a fan of beautiful teacups and I like your photos. Keep up the pretty work! =].

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  32. hope you feel better sweet girl!
    you write so beautifully..

    who is that amazing singer you have on yr music player right now? she's wonderful!
    xo

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  33. Just wanted to let you know that I've tagged you because I've newly discovered you and I love your blog. No need to link to my blog; just share the joy!

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  34. what a moving post, and tribute. i am looking at the photo of your lovely grandmother swinton, and feeling she must be very proud of you, and happy to have been so loved in her lifetime, and forever.
    what a lovely blog!

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