Yesterday was a difficult day. My emotions, my hormones were ALL over the place. Day plans were changed, my bank account is scarily low (too much Christmas shopping! Oops), the place I went for lunch ran out of the thing I went in there for and it was the due date of our little bundle of joy. I felt disappointed, fed up and exhausted. I nearly cried a few times.
I took to Pinterest and pinned several pretty, pastel, festive pins to cheer me up. After a handful of chocolate, a few cups of raspberry leaf tea and a couple of acu-pressure points (yes I'm trying it all!) I took myself to bed.
It was one of those nights where I woke up in a hot sweat (LITERALLY!) and hours later waking up again in floods of tears. Yes, I managed to dream of horrible things and wake myself up from real tears.
Well, that's a first. So today I am focusing on writing more blog posts, pinning more inspiring pictures, drinking more cups of raspberry leaf tea, cleaning, sewing and eating more chocolate.
All in hope that the positivity will come back and baby will surprise me with her much awaited arrival.
* Also, how is it 10 days until Christmas? *